Thursday, October 8, 2009

一扇隐藏关闭的门



一扇隐藏关闭的门,
没有人走的进出。。。

曾几何时这扇门渐渐地把自己封锁了起来,
看不到阳光,看不到雨下。。。

曾经大雨小雨狂风的威力,剩下的只有害怕和恐惧。。。
不知风雨何时又会再一次侵蚀。。。

关上了门。。。

觉得它软弱?
想关心它?
想保护它进而数落大雨?
我想都不需要吧。。。

如果你懂我懂。。
静静地
轻轻地
靠在它身上,感受那股心声
那已足够。。。。。。。。。。。。

Monday, September 14, 2009

无言了

想说些什么,却不知道要如何说。。。

想做些什么,却不知道要做些什么。。。

想哭却哭不出来

这种感受我想比可以说,可以做,可以哭更加的难受

无言了。。。

Friday, September 4, 2009

阳光总在风雨后

突然思绪变得很乱
无法好好地思考
走路的步伐变得好沉重
望着天空的夕阳
却不觉得美,
因为我心很乱

突如起来发生很多事,
一个接着一个,
让我喘不过气
我开始有点不知如何是好了

佛学会是我放最多心思的地方,
自认不是一个好的领导人,
不过我却努力着
我相信人生一定会面对挑战,我们每个人都会在同时间面对很多问题
不过我们是一个团队,
请不要说放弃就放弃
留下的难题却要我一个人去面对,
当初的那份初心在哪儿?

让你们知道我的感受。。。
因为我也只是一个平乏的主席
我会软弱
我需要你们的一丝丝的鼓励
好让我知道你们是和我并肩作战的
一个眼神也已经足够了,
一句“阳光总在风雨后”也让我觉得阳光离我们不远了

或许在你们面前的我依然是坚强的
因为我是一个领导人
所以我清楚知道我必须比谁都要来得坚强

感恩还有一批陪着我的人和我一起走

我相信这一切一定是一种学习
现在我只是在学习面对的能力。。。

learning

we are not born to be initiative
but we learn to be

we are not born to be happy
but we learn to be

we are not born to be easy-going
but we learn to be

we are not born to be persistence
but we learn to be

i believe we can be better by learning,
i don't believe there is something called unchangeableness
the key point is just because we thought we are born to be like that,and we carry on just like that...

Monday, August 17, 2009

面对自己

面对自己有时并不是一件很容易的事情

有些没有答案的问题
有些谎言
在心中

我不知道,我不会回答,我不想想
所以我悄悄地用了很多借口,很多理由,
一步一步地把它装饰起来,
装得让我看不到它

但
现实很多时候却很残酷,很无情地把它从我心中一层一层地剥开
迫使我不得不去注视它,

不能面对自己真的很可悲
但是要面对自己真的很可怕

我又再一次又一次地装饰它,
直到。。。直到。。。
我好像再也装不了它。。。
它冷冷地对我笑着

面对自己需要多大的勇气???
对自己坦诚需要背负多少的代价???

我很软弱
当我以为我已经准备好面对我自己的时候,我好像又被击败了,

只是
如果我还是无法面对我自己,
我的谎言可以装到几时???

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

deep love....


mummy,
i told you i bought you a scarf,
you said you have enough of it,
i know,
but i don't know why every time feel like buying things to you all,
actually buying things to you all make me happy

i said i not manage to buy the shoes which you like,
but i keep the exactly one of mine which i wear a few times before for you,
you ask me to keep for myself,
i know,
but i know there is no other things better than your smile

daddy,
i know you have no choice but to leave us for working so far away from us for so many years,
since i was born till now, there is limited memory of you and me created
when i always try to refresh back, there are only puzzles there and there
i could not know you eat well, sleep well, taking care of yourself or not?
however,
i know your love to us deep as sea, wide as sky
so as i...

sisters,
people say we look alike,
but we are different in term of characteristic
u brave,i persevering,u smart
we sometimes lack of communication,
i don't know what is going on your life,
however,
i love and appreciate the time we have,


when i feel down, you all are beside me
supporting me,
give me strength to do many things
you all are everything to me,
in you arm, i find my heaven

when i have you all,everything is wonderful,
worries gone,happiness arrive
i love you all
deep as sea,wide as sky

Monday, August 10, 2009

better....

i feel better...

when i think
and put myself in other people's shoes