2011

告别了2010年，
一个忙而不茫的一年
这一年没时间写部落格，
半年没有上msn,没开facebook chat了，

不过这一年成长了很多
因为参与师父的弘法部教的课程看到了自己一路以来的盲点
因为筹备全国性质的营队看到了自己不足的地方
2010
告别了学生生涯的我，
路往何方？

2011年
希望自己过的更充实。。。
希望大家都能脱离内心的痛苦。

悄悄的你走了

悄悄的你走了
正如你悄悄的来
你挥一挥衣袖
带不走一片云彩
却悄悄地触碰了我的内心，
短暂却深刻；

你的足迹像挥不去的痕迹
深深地
甜甜地
美美地
这样的回忆已经足够让我回味一生

谢谢你来过我的生命，
就算是路过那又何妨，
我的心是痛过，却痛得踏实。。。
我的心是丰盛的

所以我也会祝福你
过的很好。。很好。。

concern

honestly speaking,
i need concern...

i lead a hectic life always,
within my ability,
i tried to find chance to learn more n more
so i undertake lot of positions and engage in many things
compared to others,maybe i am not the best one to make contribution,
however, i could say i feel proud of myself especially within this year,
while involve in activities, i seem like getting lessen time with friends,
miss their gathering, miss their outing,
however, when i have time, i do make up by spending more times with them,
because they are important to me, of course my family too...
they understand me sometimes,
however,
sometimes i receive blaming, but blaming is not intense nor harmless,just the way they care for my present,
however,
people like care words,
n me too
i seldom receive concern about my hectic life,
can ask me to take care?
can ask me to care my health while busying?
can ask me what can you help?
can show the way u know i am not doing nothing in life?

i really need some concern sometimes.
maybe is i seldom concern others too?
people like concern,
okay, i should start to concern others more....

只想一个人静静地

只想一个人静静地；

不想听到来自不同程度的声音，
有时只想当作听不到，
当作看不到，
当作不知道，
但是能吗？

当所有东西都往内心里塞，
泪水往内心里流，
我仿佛感受到内心越来越沉重，

当忆念也成了锋利的刀，
再度割向脆弱的心，
我还能承受这样的痛多久？

普吉岛之旅

新年的普吉岛之旅。。。
开心，放松。。。
难得一家人出去玩，
只可惜少了姐姐，
有了孩子，进入人生的另一个阶段当然不一样，今年的新年有了小宝宝，整个家里的气氛也不一样了；

我喜欢海风，喜欢阳光，两个组合加起来真是绝配，
所以我没有理由不喜欢普吉岛。。。
加上与家人同行，我是开心的。。。

不过普吉岛因为得天独厚，环境优美，深受外国人的喜爱，所以在那里多数看到的是西方人，也因此长久以来深受西方文化的熏陶，那里有无数间的bar,只有在城镇才比较能看到具有当地文化色彩的建筑物，像我这种喜欢历史文物的人，普吉岛显然不是我的最爱

泰国的色情行业不知为什么如此蓬勃发展，是一种文化冲击，还是一种寻求更好生活的方法？不知道。。。

一个旅游地点，有了商机，很多事物都变得商业化，人与人之间的协助也变成一种金钱的交易。。。
很多人说有了很多旅客的地方，尤其是大自然的环境，都会有破坏，我赞成
因为或多或少一定有刻意或不刻意的破坏，
公然丢香烟到海里，
我们涂的防晒油也会污染海洋，
有时人类是自私的。。。

不管怎么样，每一片地球上的土地都是我们应该爱护的。。。

这趟堂普吉岛之旅激发我更想到世界的各个角落去看一看，因为我相信每一趟旅游都是开拓视野的机会。。。

haunted by my soul

i am who i am...
carry the task as usual
back into my life
with the changes in life
i am trying to get used to it...

i will be alright definitely
in condition that keep moving on in life,
with no hesitation

i don't wish to be haunted by my soul again n again....
let me move on...

SHOES

i bought a pair of shoes today...
well,i agree i really like to buy shoes,
i enjoy the excitement of getting a shoes,
particularly is the shoes that suit me

Honestly speaking,
not an easy task to get a shoes which we like and at the same time suit us
sometimes we get the shoes we like
however,it is painful
and the other way round

one time,i faced difficulty in making decision in buying shoes
i found 3 shoes
first-nice but not comfortable
second-nice but too expensive
third-not very nice but comfortable and affordable
well...after a long discussion with friends and my mind,at the end,i buy nothing

sometimes i think
life just like that;
different obstacles with various condition we faced, we have to face it and consider how to overcome it
well,it likes men as well;
we meet different type of guys with different characteristics, and there are not perfect guy in world definitely and we just want together with the one who suit us, the one we can accept their shortcomings.

like shoes, no perfect shoes in the world and sure i can never find it and there are only suitable shoes around

well,
this is my theory,
goh shieh yee's shoes theory
hopefully i meet my suitable shoes
one day